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;.;

2009-10-04T01:40:10Z

Why...Why MARLUXIA?! WHYYYY?!?!?

Why did you have to leave me with the bumbling retards of the org? why...? ;.;

I miss you. **sniff** come back and make Mikki happy.

/KH reference of Marly, Lar, and Axel being sent to Castle Oblivion.

I'm gonna break your heart....

2009-09-29T06:13:17Z

failure...

2009-09-26T22:48:40Z

I'm confused...still hurt. The way my chest hurts it is hard to believe that my heart almost stopped beating. Part of me still wonders what it would have been like...But I'm happy to have failed for once.

I'm watching movies with mom; laughing.

My life is worth living.

I am worth this. i deserve everything I hope for, everything I wish for.

I just needed to lose it all to realize it.

Meme taking!

2009-09-23T21:21:23Z

Taken from Ryuutsuki. =D

Tsundere (Harsh Outside-Gentle Inside)
[X] You come off as sort of aloof to other people.
[X] In public, you intentionally refrain from showing much weakness.
[ ] You have a secret obsession with something cute.
[X] You pretend that you hate your crush even though you really love him/her.
[ ] You blush when people point out your sensitivities.
[X] You blush when people tell sexual jokes.
Total: 5

Yandere (Gentle Outside-Harsh Inside)
[X] You’re very sweet and kind in public.
[X] When romance becomes a topic of discussion, people say your personality changes drastically.
[ ] You know some sort of martial art, swordplay, or otherwise.
[X] You have a crush who you’d literally kill for.
[X] You have a pet-peeve that makes you snap.
[ ] Schizophrenic?
Total: 4

Meganekko (Girl-with-Glasses Character)
[X] You have glasses.
[X] You can sometimes be clumsy, ditzy, or absent-minded.
[ ] You are always very polite in your speech.
[X] You are fairly intelligent in some field.
[X] You take discipline seriously.
[X] You have some sort of fetish for something.
Total: 5

Tsukkomi (Angry Guy)
[ ] You have a friend who often makes dumb or embarrassing remarks.
[ ] You smack/beat up this friend in some way.
[ ] You do your best to maintain a calm facade, only to be thwarted by this friend.
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yin”
[X] You swear a lot.
[ ] You try to bring out the more serious side of your ridiculous friend.
Total: 1

Boke (Dumb Guy)
[X] You often make silly or embarrassing comments.
[X] You like annoying the heck out of your best friend.
[ ] You often get beaten up by your friend in some way, but you take it in good stride.
[ ] If you & your friend were a yin-yang, you’d be the “yang”.
[X] You are normally very laidback and carefree.
[ ] You try to bring out the happier side of your angry friend.
Total: 3

Nadeshiko (Perfect Wife)
[ ] You are always, almost overly, polite.
[X] You love traditional Japanese culture.
[ ] You often wear either a kimono, yukata (summer cotton kimono), or apron.
[X] You’re an excellent cook.
[X] You are hardly ever angry.
[X] You have really long hair.
Total: 4

Sexy Character
[X] Your bust/package is...formidable.
[X] You like making sexual innuendos.
[ ] You encourage trips to the beach, pool, or onsen (hot springs).
[X] There are some sexual things that you are ignorant to or need explained to you.
[ ] You’re an expert cosplayer.
[X] You like the taste of alcohol.
Total: 4

Loli/Shota Character
[X] You like sweets or chocolate.
[X] You adore cute things and/or the word “kawaii”.
[X] You use Japanese suffixes like “-chan,” “-tan,” “-sempai,” etc...
[X] You add unnecessary suffixes to the ends of your sentences, like “nyo,” “nyu,” “un,” etc...etc~~~
[X] You are considered gullible or naive.
[X] You have a tall/powerful friend who protects you.
Total: 6

Hee. I'm a Loli/Shota character? >:O Really? Awesome. ^-^

And yes, my friend Tyler would whoop some azz fer me. XD ♥him♥

P.S.-I'm done waiting on you too. Fuck off for good this time. Stop toying with my heart; it needs to beat for someone that will love me back; kthaxbai!

AHAHAHA

2009-08-19T20:38:32Z

_{I lol'd

http://emailsfromcrazypeople.com/2009/08/19/also-the-moon-is-made-of-cheese/

Watch the youtube video as well. =D}

Note to the general public.

2009-08-08T10:38:00Z

_{To whomever it may concern:

Mikki would like to formally announce that "grillz" are tacky. It looks like...the teeth are dirty and you have never seen a toothbrush in your life. Please stop wearing them. The appearance of lack of hygiene is not "ghetto", "bad ass" or "fly". Just makes you look like a hobo.

Just spend the money on the overly large and tacky neck chains, your car, and clothing again. I can deal with that.

Thanks,
Michaela}

liek oh em gee!!!

2009-07-06T21:56:31Z

_{I'm online on my new Laptop. Woohoo. Now I can lounge in bed like the lazy fat ass I am and chitchat. =D Its the most awesome thing ever! Teehee.

I have some pictures of it and me on it and stuff; but I have to transfer them over to the lappy from my PC.

After all my stuff is gone mom will have control of the desktop and the laptop will be mine. so I gotta do a through cleaning.

but I'm so excited!

next objective: Finish profiles for Fortune's Fool

After: New livejournal layout.}

Happy birthday to you...

2009-06-09T10:48:53Z

_{HAPPY WOMB LIBERATION DAY MOM! =D

So yeah! Today is my mom's b-day. unfortunately she had to work...but I'm going to make her cake or something! ^-^}

Play with my ichie...

2009-05-20T16:46:11Z

_{Sounds kinda gross..doesn't it?

Its like a petpet for this new virtual pet site I joined. I couldn't think of anyplace else to post it...considering I don't have friends anywhere else. So clickity it and play with him if you can please, it'll help me level up.

If you decide to join, be sure to find and add bunni too.}

It hurts...

2009-05-20T05:49:41Z

_{It hurts...and it always will.

Sometimes we do stupid things without thinking.

Guess we're all guilty of that. But when the same "thoughtless" things become routine...it is no longer us not thinking, it is us using an opportunity to keep things the same. The keep things as we want them, because we are happy that way.

Sometimes we don't think that our actions will hurt as bad as they do. Even if we're sorry, they were still done. Some damages can't be fixed.

Sometimes forgiveness is given from the begining. Sometimes you don't have to ask for it, because it is already there. Forgiveness comes from the heart, from the soul. Doesn't mean that with the forgiveness you can be free to continue on as you have.

Sometimes it is change that brings us our biggest peace. Holding onto something can sometimes pull us into the dark depths so far that we can't see or breathe. Sometimes it is too late for us to reach the sruface again once we have to let go. Sometimes we never do and it consumes us so fully that unless we grip tighter we don't feel as if we can live.

I don't want that for anyone. Letting go before it got quite that bad was what I had to do. I have people in my life that do need me, need me more then I even know. I just dont think you are one of them. There are so many people that need you more then I, so many people that will appreciate you love, your beauty and who you are. I am willing to feel the pain no matter how bad it hurts, to let go finally. They deserve to have that person they need too. They deserve your freedom without any chains that I may have wrapped around your ankles.

Through it all, even as I told you never to speak to me again, there was a part of me that couldn't help but smile. You are happy and that is a miracle that I would never wish to take away. I just know that with me around you would and could never let yourself fall completely into that void of happines.

I know you're angry. I'm sure you're hurt.

Forgiveness comes from the heart...from the soul. You were forgiven long before either of us knew.

and in the end...
It was all my fault too.

I'm sorry. I hope your forgiveness will be pure too.}

I'm happy!

2009-04-30T03:34:49Z

I am talking to Paisley! I'm so happy!

I was so worried and I am finally talking to her. Whew. I can breathe again! I swear to god this is one of the happiest moments in my life. I am NOT kidding. I am smiling so big...and happy...I swear...she is like..my life. n.n;

Writer's Block: Musical Affliction

2009-04-27T18:10:18Z

Have you had an earworm lately? Exorcise it by inflicting it on your friendslist. Post the lyrics or - even better - a video.

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Lulz. Yes. >D I blame a friend from work, Tyler. He had it on his myspace page and whilst stalking pages it started playing and its been in my head for..three days now? >3

Okay, it has been in my head for longer, but not to the point where I was humming it. Know what is really bad? It flips from that..to..this:

which is ENTIRELY; without a shadow of a doubt[lulz], 13th-deity's fault! Seriously! all that fangirling just draws me in like a moth to a flame. Meanie. =( </silent-jealousy-of-her-seeing-them>

No seriously. I love you guys; least it isn't something stupid stuck in my head. XD

I will always try to be Ugly.

2009-04-26T18:05:23Z

_{I cried.

I will now, always try to be ugly too.}_{♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥}

Birthday wishes!

2009-03-17T18:29:32Z

_{OMG! This morning started out a bit rough, but it has gotten so much better! Thank you everyone for your birthday wishes. That's all the gifting I need!

It has really made my day that so many people wish me good today. Its lifted me up more then I can say. Thank you guys so much!

I love you all! **giant hugs to everyone!**

And yes, I actually AM wearing green on my birthday! SURPRISE! =D}

=/

2009-03-12T00:29:56Z

_{Maybe I won't wake up this time.
It doesn't seem worth it without you anymore}

.......

2009-03-11T19:37:25Z

_{It hurts like hell. I'm keeping food down but everything makes it hurt so bad. It feels like there is a poker in my stomach twisting and turning.

I deserve it.

I'm going back to bed.

I told you you would know that I was okay. Now you can forget like you wanted to. I'm sorry I made you rethink yourself...I should have never told you. I'm sorry.}

skratchthat @ 2009-03-11T03:08:00

2009-03-11T07:08:11Z

Goodbye.

Writer's Block: Desert Island Time

2009-03-02T19:56:45Z

You're packing your bag for that magical desert island that happens to have electricity, a TV, and a DVD player—what five DVDs do you take with you?

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_{Easy!

1. FF:Ac
2. My Neighbor Totoro
3. Corpse Bride
4. Queen of the Damned
5. Finding Nemo

Of course...that is only because I don't have The Nightmare Before Christmas on DVD. If i did, it would be #1. =D I ♥ that movie. It is pure love.}

The need for more icons...

2009-02-23T19:32:53Z

_{Has never been so great.

I uploaded some older ones that match someone else. I will be utterly heartbroken if she doesn't notice.

anyways.

Going to be making more. =D

Any suggestions?}

Lyric spam

2009-02-23T18:37:16Z

_{Crossfade-:-Broken Like An Angel

She was a queen
Lost within a dream
Misconceived that he was fit to reign
Lies take victims
Se P a RaT e them at the seams
Cause them to fall apart
Then move along to better things now

She
Wants to fall in love again
Don't you know that
He's
Satisfied to own her

No time permits to open up
When you've been hiding thoughts so strong
She's been holding out for an angel to come along
No reply from the sky
But she just keeps looking up
She just keeps looking up now

She
Wants to fall in love again
Don't you know that
He's
Satisfied to own her

She'll never know love's true potential
Lost in the open wind
To his impatience
Never feeling they would fall apart
She let her feelings grow
To tears she'll never show now

She
Wants to fall in love again
Don't you know that
He's
Satisfied to own her

You know he couldn't see
That she could be his everything
Bringing light to everything now
Oh
She just wants to
Fall in love again
She's broken like an angel
-----------------------------
Listen to it here.}

stolen meme from beth...again!

2009-01-27T00:32:50Z

_{I stole another one. hurrah. Doesn't everyone love these?
You.
Can.
Only.
Type.
One.
Word.

Not as easy as you might think. Remember: one word answers to the following 34 questions.

1. Where is your mobile phone?:
Table
2. Your significant other?:
None
3. Your hair?:
Long
4. Your mother?:
Reading
5. Your father?:
**shrug**
6. Your favourite thing?:
Friends
7. Your dream last night?:
Heartbreaking
8. Your favourite drink?:
Dunno
9. Your dream/goal?:
Live
10. The room you're in?:
Living
11. Your ex?:
Paisley
12. Your fear?:
Loneliness
13. Where do you want to be in 6 years?:
Dunno
14. Where were you last night?:
Bed
15. What you're not?:
Beautiful
16. Muffins?:
Lemon-poppy
17. One of your wish list items?:
NDS
18. Where you grew up?:
Alabama
19. The last thing you did?:
Bathe
20. What are you wearing?:
Robe
21. Your TV?:
Off
22. Your pets?:
Dead
23. Your computer?:
Life
24. Your life?:
Boring
25. Your mood?:
Complicated
26. Missing someone?:
Always
27. Your car?:
Gone
28. Something you're not wearing?:
Makeup
29. Favourite Store?:
Gamestop
30. Your summer?:
Dunno
31. Like someone?:
Yes
32. Your favourite colour?:
Lavender
33. When is the last time you laughed?:
Today
34. Last time you cried?:
Morning.

There we are. some of them I'm not sure about [like the summer one] I haven't been here that long.

Yes, this is public. I don't see why it shouldn't be. XÞ}

Im off! [public entry says: YAY!]

2009-01-20T11:12:50Z

_{Three days off! YAY! Maybe I'll finally finish Autophobia for yous guys. I kinda need to. I got another story project I have to do [stupid promises] and my icon sets to finish.

so far I have:
Ruki - Listen to me
Uruha- Flow with me
Aoi- Come to me

And thats it. I need two more for Kai and Reita. They'll smack me in the face at some point. I hope. Maybe. Matching sets make my head 'asplode.

The next set is going to be ten icons [two of each of them] with the words from The End. only problem is...no one is SURE on what they say. WAA! So thats on hold for now; until I get you know...confirmation. They might not get made...but...it was an idea anyways.

Also, I am making a Girugamesh set. just because...you know...Nii [♥]. I don't have any pretty icons of him. It's heartbreaking. Pretty pretty pretty...**pets his picture and coos all fangirlish**

**snaps out of it**

And...a set of Dolly I think.
I dunno yet. I wanted to make icons to match my current layout; but at the same time am unwilling to give space away from the ones I have now. ;.; I need more icon space!

Oh yeah. Making some An Cafe too. O_o; Damn. Imma be real busy. lol

Anyways. Like I said. requests are always open to friends and the like. Can't promise they'll get done right away, but they will get done.

Also; I need to perfect Bethy's Riku stuff. She's been waiting for ages for that. ^-^; Sorry! **sends lots of gigantic love squishes her way!** If I wasn't such a bad perfectionist, you'd of had them ages ago. =[}

Lyrics of the day

2009-01-19T18:33:13Z

_{My lyrics of the day are as follows:
Three Days Grace:-:Pain

Pain - without love.
Pain - I can't get enough.
Pain - I like it rough,
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all.

You're sick of feeling numb.
You're not the only one.
I'll take you by the hand,
And I'll show you a world that you can understand.
This life is filled with hurt,
When happiness doesn't work.
Trust me and take my hand,
When the lights go out you'll understand.

Pain - without love.
Pain - I can't get enough.
Pain - I like it rough,
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all.
Pain - without love.
Pain - I can't get enough.
Pain - I like it rough,
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all.

Anger and agony are better than misery.
Trust me I've got a plan.
When the lights go out you'll understand.

Pain - without love.
Pain - I can't get enough.
Pain - I like it rough,
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all.
Pain - without love.
Pain - I can't get enough.
Pain - I like it rough,
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing.
Rather feel PAIN!

I know that you're wounded.
You know that I'm here to save you.
You know I'm always here for you.
I know that you'll thank me later.

Pain - without love.
Pain - I can't get enough.
Pain - I like it rough,
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all.
Pain - without love.
Pain - I can't get enough.
Pain - I like it rough,
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all.
Pain - without love.
Pain - I can't get enough.
Pain - I like it rough,
'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all.
Rather feel pain that nothing at all.
Rather feel PAIN!!

[enter small post!]
Yeah. Mood music. Woohoo.

Get to work night hours tonight. 4PM to 8PM. I don't want to. Its snowing. Means there will be even MORE crazy people at the grocery store. =[}

half done...

2009-01-08T23:36:24Z

_{So...the layout is half done. I need to finish the friends only banners and change the comment text.

Speaking of that; anyone know WTF I should put there? I'm thinking on just going generic or something but if anyone can think of something better...you know...I want to steal it. XD

So...What does everyone think? I'm not happy with it; then again, I'm still grumpy over not getting to use the picture I wanted to use.

Still..

OPINIONS! :D}

Layout horrors!

2009-01-08T04:51:35Z

_{Damnit. I've spent all night trying to make the new layout. Sad thing is, I can't decide on an image. =/

Yes, Hyacinth, I'm going with Dolly. Thank you so much for suggesting them. I owe you tons of love or something. [how about I just fill my glass with more sake and toast it to you? XD]

Anyways. I got a crap load of pictures...but the one I really want to use apparently was on two seperate pages of a magazine. When I went to line them up...there is a chunk missing form the middle. OH NOOOOoooooOOOoooo! I'm willing to settle for another picture; but because I liked that one so much I don't know which one I should pick now.

My banner is 700x388...and because of me always fiddling with stuff the picture has GOT to be at least twice that size.

So...if any of you have a "choice" picture of Dolly [and yes, I want all of them, not just one of them!]; please let me know what one it is. Maybe I'll find something I like just as much in the meantime, but if not, yous guys are all I have!

Also--I'm in love. :D That is all.}