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18th-Jun-2020 05:02 am - F-R-I-E-N-D-S O-N-L-Y?!
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Sorry for any trouble it may cause, but due to some circumstances I'm becoming friend's only for 98% of my entries. If you wish to access something other then my brushes [and seldom random things] then you will have to friend me.


»»»»»» No ignorant or rude people first off. Opinions are welcome; but it is ridiculous how many people seem to think that there is no line once they're in front of a keyboard.

»»»»»» Be open minded. I might believe in some things you don't and vice-versa. I won't shove my stuff up your nose if you give me the same respect.

»»»»»» Common interests are a plus; but not needed. Besides, sometimes opposites attract, right?

»»»»»» Did I mention friends only? Yeah, that means exactly that. FRIENDS. I am not looking for random hookups or any sort of sex. If that is what you want, go some place else.

»»»»»» If you would like more information about me then my contact info is available. I might get around to posting more stuff here later, but for now this is it. There is a mini profile in my profile; so check there first.

»»»»»» Comment on this entry and I'll add you if I like you. [which really isn't that hard to accomplish...]

»»»»»»[UPDATE! July 13, 2008] If you add me for some reason, but do not comment, I will have NO IDEA and I will be unable to friend you back. I would like to make the nice gesture of friending you also, so please let me know somehow! [it can be via comment, email, IM or a message through LJ!]
  • Mood:ditzy
  • Music:Girugamesh :-: Shadan
6th-Jul-2009 05:40 pm - liek oh em gee!!!
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I'm online on my new Laptop. Woohoo. Now I can lounge in bed like the lazy fat ass I am and chitchat. =D Its the most awesome thing ever! Teehee.

I have some pictures of it and me on it and stuff; but I have to transfer them over to the lappy from my PC.

After all my stuff is gone mom will have control of the desktop and the laptop will be mine. so I gotta do a through cleaning.

but I'm so excited!

next objective: Finish profiles for Fortune's Fool

After: New livejournal layout.
9th-Jun-2009 06:42 am - Happy birthday to you...
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HAPPY WOMB LIBERATION DAY MOM! =D

So yeah! Today is my mom's b-day. unfortunately she had to work...but I'm going to make her cake or something! ^-^
20th-May-2009 12:39 pm - Play with my ichie...
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Sounds kinda gross..doesn't it?

Its like a petpet for this new virtual pet site I joined. I couldn't think of anyplace else to post it...considering I don't have friends anywhere else. So clickity it and play with him if you can please, it'll help me level up.

If you decide to join, be sure to find and add bunni too.



20th-May-2009 01:22 am - It hurts...
Not Perfect
It hurts...and it always will.

Sometimes we do stupid things without thinking.

Guess we're all guilty of that. But when the same "thoughtless" things become routine...it is no longer us not thinking, it is us using an opportunity to keep things the same. The keep things as we want them, because we are happy that way.

Sometimes we don't think that our actions will hurt as bad as they do. Even if we're sorry, they were still done. Some damages can't be fixed.

Sometimes forgiveness is given from the begining. Sometimes you don't have to ask for it, because it is already there. Forgiveness comes from the heart, from the soul. Doesn't mean that with the forgiveness you can be free to continue on as you have.

Sometimes it is change that brings us our biggest peace. Holding onto something can sometimes pull us into the dark depths so far that we can't see or breathe. Sometimes it is too late for us to reach the sruface again once we have to let go. Sometimes we never do and it consumes us so fully that unless we grip tighter we don't feel as if we can live.

I don't want that for anyone. Letting go before it got quite that bad was what I had to do. I have people in my life that do need me, need me more then I even know. I just dont think you are one of them. There are so many people that need you more then I, so many people that will appreciate you love, your beauty and who you are. I am willing to feel the pain no matter how bad it hurts, to let go finally. They deserve to have that person they need too. They deserve your freedom without any chains that I may have wrapped around your ankles.

Through it all, even as I told you never to speak to me again, there was a part of me that couldn't help but smile. You are happy and that is a miracle that I would never wish to take away. I just know that with me around you would and could never let yourself fall completely into that void of happines.

I know you're angry. I'm sure you're hurt.

Forgiveness comes from the heart...from the soul. You were forgiven long before either of us knew.

and in the end...
It was all my fault too.

I'm sorry. I hope your forgiveness will be pure too.
29th-Apr-2009 11:18 pm - I'm happy!
TeeHee!
I am talking to Paisley! I'm so happy!

I was so worried and I am finally talking to her. Whew. I can breathe again! I swear to god this is one of the happiest moments in my life. I am NOT kidding. I am smiling so big...and happy...I swear...she is like..my life. n.n;

27th-Apr-2009 01:47 pm - Writer's Block: Musical Affliction
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Have you had an earworm lately? Exorcise it by inflicting it on your friendslist. Post the lyrics or - even better - a video.


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Lulz. Yes. >D I blame a friend from work, Tyler. He had it on his myspace page and whilst stalking pages it started playing and its been in my head for..three days now? >3



Okay, it has been in my head for longer, but not to the point where I was humming it. Know what is really bad? It flips from that..to..this:




which is ENTIRELY; without a shadow of a doubt[lulz], 13th-deity's fault! Seriously! all that fangirling just draws me in like a moth to a flame. Meanie. =( </silent-jealousy-of-her-seeing-them>

No seriously. I love you guys; least it isn't something stupid stuck in my head. XD
26th-Apr-2009 01:50 pm - I will always try to be Ugly.
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I cried.

I will now, always try to be ugly too.
( Ugly is the new beautiful...and it is...so beautiful.. )
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17th-Mar-2009 02:10 pm - Birthday wishes!
TeeHee!
OMG! This morning started out a bit rough, but it has gotten so much better! Thank you everyone for your birthday wishes. That's all the gifting I need!

It has really made my day that so many people wish me good today. Its lifted me up more then I can say. Thank you guys so much!

I love you all! **giant hugs to everyone!**

And yes, I actually AM wearing green on my birthday! SURPRISE! =D
  • Location:Middletown, PA
  • Mood:thankful
  • Music:Three Days Grace :-: Now or Never
11th-Mar-2009 08:29 pm - =/
Painful
Maybe I won't wake up this time.
It doesn't seem worth it without you anymore

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